Demoralized

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Demoralized. Depressed. Dejected. This was how I felt after swim training. My swim is not improving. Everyone jumped lane but not me. Sigh!

I resigned to fate. I am a lane 2 swimmer. As long as I don't drown and can finish my swim before cut off in the race, I should be contented. I tried and trained harder than the rest but I'm just not a good swimmer. Let it be.

I led the drills. It was tiring for me especially the kicking. I hate kicking with the board! I was the last one. Everyone stood by the wall and wacthed me! I asked Coach if I could stop, he said no. Argh! Finally, I reached 'the shore'.

Yeah! Everyone enjoyed the show. I told them, 'The next show was at 8.30pm.'

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